im getting nervous for the trip.its getting closer and closer but nevertheless im pretty excited for it too.heheh.well,all im praying for is a safe flight home and the best time of my life there with my gf's and the love around me.going off for camp later and coming back on thursday.
and yes not to forget,have to settle my school stuffs with my sister on thursday.
its been a hectic year in 2006 whereby i stumble and fall but manage stand back up once more.
it was never a regret to work part time as a freelance camp instructor.ive gained so much there and experience not just with the job itself but the friendships that were built,the passion that grew,the fun and tears i had wth the campers and definately the independence and confidence being built inside me.
when i first started,its so hard to stand infront of the whole 300+ campers and give instructions or etc.i could just die melting in the ground or wad.but slowly,im learning and still learning up till today.ummm..
proud to say,i can dance,twirl,shout and be myself with the campers around now.
its gonna be hard to part with the job but i had to prioritise my education first.i will sure come back and do more camps whenever im free or having my break.
anyway,last year was also the year whereby people around was buzzing asking my friends on how fair i did for my o's everything.i really do pity my friends having to answer all their questions.i just dont understand these people.cant they ask me themselves?i would have answer their questions with so much sincerity.but no,some even went around assuming.it comes to a point where i just couldnt care anymore.
those who actually ask me personally or online,you people just rocks lar. =)
oh and ya,ive changed my mind about NAFA.sorry hana! =)
it was a wrong choice for me deciding to choose NAFA.
but hey,my life doesnt just end there.
im starting in Republic Polytechnic this april,taking diploma in sports & leisure management.
*smiles*
that's what i wanted and ive waited so long for it..
being patient really does help. *laughs*
okay,i miss my love!
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